That one little word to shatter ones life!!!!
It's such a small word.... And to most I guess you will hear the word and think Rain Man or savants, trust me, I used to....
Not for one second did I ever think such a little work had so much power behind it....
The power to reduce a strong willed women to tears, cause seeing her daughter struggle so badly that she can't even choose an ice-lolly or draw a picture without biting or pulling her hair... Or how her son can't tell her what's wrong without hitting himself and hurting his siblings.... Or seeing the siblings hide cause they cant cope with the screams and violence...
Such a small innocent word that rips hearts apart... That makes your picturesque family a sight to turn away from... The tranquility of love pierced with the anguished cry's of childhood torture...
Torture is a good word... The torture within yourself to find the right and the wrong way to carry on and try finding a solution to the next hurdle of autistic crap thrown in front of you....
Where's the calmness gone? Where's the hope? Is there a light at the end of this dark tunnel....
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